Saturday, August 18, 2007
haiz...
fcuking no mood now...
thks to work.....
tis morning went work at 7am.....
1st thing when i step into e preparation area...i'm stunned.... come so many pallets of veggie...when e fridge is super full of veggies n fruits...
so sianz... early in e morning jiu headache le... sianz
haiz...
den jennifer is off todae but she come back work to help mi n in e end...lead to something which happen jus b4 lunch which makes mi drops my 1st tear while at work for e 1st tym throughout my 2 yrs plus over there...
haiz...
i was havin lunch wif mr tan they all downstairs n she called n shout at me thru e phone asking where e hell i am n when i told her i'm havin lunch...she shouted dat wth i go lunch for so long n when i still haven clear e fruits n veggies de pallet wif e stocks on top n gt new pallet of fruits coming in n ask mi to went up immediately....
so off i went up n when i saw her... i straight away tell her dat i was havin my lunch break n dat jus nw i only went for a fcuking short de breakfast break ard 11.40am when e rest of e aunties went earlier den mi lyk one hr ago n not lyk mi...delay e break until nw cos i gt no fcukin tym to rest...
i was rushin all along....non-stop... n to make things worst...todae gt one aunty off,one new aunty quit n another aunty on medical leave... n yet i'm being blame for not doin things or clearin e fruits n veggie fast???...
wad kind of fcuking logic is dat..???....
n y am i always on e wrong end of scolding when e aunties didnt do well n almost all e blame is put on only mi???...
i always give my best at work...n she noe e e main reason y i'm stayin there nw... it's becos of xiong-ge n U....
haiz...
perhaps e tym haf come for mi to leave le bahx...
i'll make my decision after my chalet in sept bahx....
i no longer haf e heart to work there le...
but i'll work there for as long as i can jus to c U...
wad a pity u didnt work todae...if not... i can at least smile b4 i end work...
haiz....
tinking of U every moment.... i jus wan U to give mi a chance....haiz...
--MY WAY...MY STYLE--
---gcs--
9:53 PM
